Ever had a feeling of impending doom? The thought that you are living your final days on earth? Im going through that right now. It’s not just for no reason though. I didn’t wake up this morning, grab a cup of coffee and turn on the morning cartoons and say to myself: “Self, you are dying in a few days!”
You see, I have been having these pains in my stomach and sides, at first I thought it might have been trapped gas, then once it was still there for a few hours, and I remembered some pains in my back the previous night, I began thinking it might be a kidney stone, but I am kind of worried about what if its not? What if it’s something serious? Something that is going to lead to my untimely demise? I don’t want that, I don’t want to die…I do have some things to live for you know? Plus death scares me, mainly because the unknown scares me. On top of all that, I have over the years grown quite fond of breathing.
So, now I sit here, afraid to go to sleep, because I genuinely am afraid that I might not wake up….and that would REALLY suck!
Made in the Shaide 